On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ... that your prayer today is:
Lord, grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled as to console; to be understood, as to understand; to be loved, as to love; for it is in giving that we receive, it is in pardoning that we are pardoned, and it is in dying that we are born to eternal life.
right. i am 17 years old now. wonderful.
one year closer to the ground. bday this year is really touching. ahaha.
right. so i m like one year closer to the ground. brilliant.
well. one thing i m grateful is that. i have wonderful PW group mates. Reuben, Tricia and Syaheerah. <3
On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ... that most of your words are unnecessary.
All too often you speak simply to fill the space with sound, because you feel too uncomfortable with the silence. But this silence is golden. Only in silence you can hear God speak to you. Only in silence can a real prayer, a heart prayer be born. Next time you start chattering, stop and feel into the silence, feel its shape, its texture, and then slowly and silently say only what really has to be said.
well. i have spoken lesser and lesser than before. i also dun know why. much quieter now.
this is wad i got for yesterday:
On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ... that you are to trust yourself.
If you do not, then you will forever be looking to others to prove your own merit to you, and you will never be satisf...ied. You will always be asking others what to do and at the same time resenting their help. Trust in yourself starts with being ok with the consequences of your decisions.
right. i hope to trust myself more too. the thing is. is my instinct trust-able? well. i think so. but who knows if its wrong?
well well. PW and CHI sort of rule my life now.
cause everyday of schooling is either PW or CHI
and tt is damn sianx no matter how much i love CHI and dun even bother thinking abt PW.
right. learnt complex numbers for maths tuition. think it is quite complex though. LOL!
ha. well. the following is said by my EXPERIENCED TUITION TEACHER
dun go into industries like: advertising tourism accounting mass comm ETC. cause you wont and will not earn BIG BUCKS.
Instead, go into industries like: law business sales medical ETC. cause you can and will earn BIG BUCKS from it.
LOL. haix. ok. i shall go to sleep now. shall update next time. (:
On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ... that every time you pretend to love, you impoverish yourself more and more.
Love has great potential to enrich your life. But if you are just playing a role, pretending to love, it's only going to poison you. Because you are teaching yourself that it's just a game, and slowly but surely you will lose the capacity to open in love.
GOOD videos tt must be watched:
omg. after seeing those videos. i m so aspire to sing now. hahaha. more like i haven been singing tt much cause choir break le due to promos.
i wanna go back to choir soon. omg. i sound like so stupid. hahaha. okok.
gtg le. shall update more after my last paper. which is MATHS.
On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ... that until you learn how to say 'no', you will never be able to fully say 'yes'.
Unless you know how to set boundaries to form your safe space, you will always be concerned that saying 'yes' might put you in danger. So you will always pull back a little from saying 'yes' with your whole heart. Paradoxically, knowing how to say 'no' to form boundaries gives much more power to your 'yes'.
well well. wad could i say? hmmmmm. hmmmmm.
ok. now left chi for tomorrow. and MATHS for thurs. well. well. promos is OVER.
On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ... that where there is already a path, it is someone else's path.
You are not on your path. If you follow someone else's way, you are not going to realize your potential. - a quote by Joseph Campbell. What this means is if you are stepping into someone else's footsteps, your life is a rerun of someone else's life.
well well econs and CSC is DOWN.
now left GEOG. which is tomorrow afternoon. and CHI which is wed morn. and MATHS. which is like thurs morn.
DIE. DIE. DIE.
omg. LOL. okok la. need to sleep le. update more next time. after my promos maybe.
On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ... that a successful relationship requires falling in love many times, always with the same person.
Always with the same person, but deeper and deeper every time. Each time on a whole new level you together open in love and discover the truth of your beloved anew. There is no limit to the beauty of your beloved. If you think you've reached the end, stop generalizing.
omg. i just realise tt econs really sucks to the core. ass econs.
damn. i need some faith tt i will freaing pass this stupid promos. if not, i will fly and go to poly. which i m mentally prepared for it.
LOL. haix. tomorrow econs and CSC. dying le.
then tues is like wad geog!? geog geog litho. plate tect. volcanoes. earthquake. rivers. globalisation. urban population.
like wad the hell? i m so relying my maths and geog to get promoted. damn. stupid stupid.
On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ... that there are only two ways to live your life: One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as if everything is.
That's a quote by Albert Einstein. Don't wait for miracles, your whole life is a miracle.
right. how much i wanna believe tt everything is a miracle. everything. the fact tt i m in JC. the fact tt i have awesome friends. the fact tt everything is gonna be alright. the fact tt i m gonna truely smile everyday.
well well. i really dun know wad else to say. lets just say this whole year is really very overwhelming. hmmmm.
videos again to express my thoughts and everything:
right. i guess this should be all for now. gtg le. shall update next time. (:
On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ... that everything that irritates you about others, is your key to understanding yourself.
What angers you in another person is an unhealed aspect of yourself. If you had already resolved that particular issue, you would not be irritated by its reflection back to you.
video again to calm my nerves for the start of tomorrow:
well well. tomorrow is the start of the 1st paper. GP. blahx. scared scared.
LOL. ok gtg le. shall update next time.
meanwhile, jiayou for PROMOS. and ... still lots of love.
