right. i think the below subject is really applicable to me now. depressed tt is how i m like.
this is wad i got for today:
On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ... that no one can make you feel inferior without your consent.
You have to agree that you are less and that someone else is more to feel inferior. If you don't agree, you can not possibly feel inferior. You might know something less, or you might be able to do something less, but you ARE unique and hence simply incomparable. Do not buy into being reduced to an object of comparison.
right. i mean like fine, i know i m unique but so wad? there are also much more people out there who are as equally as unique as i am. so no big deal right?
LOL.
ok. i am so dead for promos. DEAD.
here are just some other youtube videos tt i find it nice:
tts all for now i guess. just pray for me i need help from above for promos.
meanwhile enjoy the lovely videos i shall be aspired to be like YIRUMA. omg. i love his compositions. beautiful.
On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ... that the way you know you have found the right one is the inexpressible comfort of feeling safe with the person.
Having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words, but pouring them all right out, just as they are, chaff and grain together; certain that a faithful hand will take and sift them, keep what is worth keeping, and then with the breath of kindness blow the rest away. - a quote by Dinah Craik
ok. seriously. i think this sounds weird. i mean i dun quite really get it. weird weird.
On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ... that you are unique and precious.
When you try to value yourself for being the best in something, you are bound to fail. Even Olympic champions are the best only for a few years. You are precious to God not because there is no one better than you, but because you are a unique creation of mind, body and spirit, - there is no one like you, - and that is exactly what makes you so indescribably precious.
right. i m unique and precious. good good. be that way.
On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ... that recession is also a time of great opportunity.
Time and time again success has its roots in failure, because failure knocks you down from top of the hill so you can then climb a mountain. Yes it's unsettling, yes it's scary. But this can be your greatest opportunity in life, - if you choose it. The recession has cleared the space of clutter, - think what have you always wanted to do but brushed aside from the top of your hill? Now is the time...
hmm. have been spending some thoughts abt stuffs. wad with all the new things and all. well. have been studying hard for promos. but still i have been thinking and preparing myself mentally to go back to my original decision made before even getting my o level results.
i mean i really had fun in JC JC life has really taught me alot of things things that i never expected really.
i mean i used to think that JC life is just some boring thing that makes u keep studying and studying without having a life that sort of thing, u see.
plus i have wonderful friends in JC too. i mean friends that could predict my next sentence and stuffs. i love them la.
but i think life do have to move on i mean i think i will withdraw from JC even though how much i dun wanna withdraw but i think i will. cause i know wad i want already. i had my fair share of experience in JC.
well well. i think thats it for now. but needless to say i will still study for promos and take my A level chi and do my PW.
well. im sort of back back. just came back home from night study. kind of tired. well.
here are some photos which i wanna posted for some time here are they:
class pic when celebating zhi qi's bday (:
at BCA for learning journey
at BCA with our civics tutor, Mr Gay (:
hahaha.
well.
happy and fun memories.
at least i have moved on with life
like a normal human being.
well.
this is wad i got for today:
On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ... that you have to pass through a dark night of the soul.
Everyone does, including you. A time comes when what you have always believed is true melts away underneath you. When you cast in doubt even the most obvious, the most simple. When it seems that dark night is all around, and you are all alone. Take heart, this journey through abyss is the final barrier before your emergence into the heavenly light of a new synthesis of your being. God is waiting for you on the other side.
well.
i guess i just have to ready for the challenge.
and the challenge is left with like 7 more days to prepare
On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ... that God loves in you even that which you dislike.
God doesn't partition you into pieces and loves some and not loves others. That's what people do. That's what you do. God, who created you, accepts and loves every little part of you, even those you deny and hate in yourself. So next time you try to dislike a part of you, just pause, look and remember that God loves it.
awesome. God loves me. and i love God.
gtg le. tired tired to the max. even though it is just the start of the week. shall update next time.
On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ... that true faith flowers from and through doubt.
If you never questioned your beliefs, - you are just a puppet dancing to somebody's strings. If God had wanted your mindless obedience, you would've been created without mind and without free will. But you have both so you can come to God of your own accord. Just look at the lives of saints, - most of them had gone through a dark night of the soul, and that's why their faith was so strong. The path to true faith always goes through doubt. So ask those questions you've always been afraid to ask, and find the answers, and then your faith will become unshakable.
well well. just a thought for the day. well. life is. ... ... ...
right. i need to sleep now cause i got lesson in sch tomorrow. shall update next time.
On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ... that shared joy is a double joy; shared sorrow is half a sorrow.
There is no need for you to go it alone. There are people who love you, and who are ready to give you much needed support. There are even more, - way more than you can possibly imagine, people who CAN love you if you give them a chance. Make 'share joy, half the sorrow' your motto for today.
well well. i need to rush go sleep le. if not tomorrow i become zombie. see ya. (:
On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ... that you deserve happiness just because.
There is nothing you need to do to deserve happiness. There are no 'minimal requirements' for you to fulfill before you can claim happiness. You deserve happiness simply by virtue of having been born. That's it. Nothing more is required. Be happy.
well. wanted to upload some pics. but the sch internet like freaking slow. cant upload.
ok gtg le. shall see if i got time to upload those pics later in the night or not. LOL. shall update later.
On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ... wealth does not come from your bank account, wealth comes from the depth of your heart.
What you really want is happiness. You might believe that a fat bank account will get you there, but that's false. Happy people are happy rich or poor, unhappy people are unhappy rich or poor. Money simply masks your real being by giving you activities to occupy your mind. Don't fool yourself, recession or not, your true wealth comes from your heart and is always only there.
well well. just came back from night study. haix. finally understand market failure. but.. market structure like shit.
LOL. i really cant seem to be happy these days. not happy happy. if u know wad i mean. like as if happiness is gone from my life. maybe is too stress bah.
well. last day of sch for me is like 26 Nov. haix. got study break for promos on the 30 sept to 1 oct. haix. PROMOS. PROMOS.
well well. gtg le. shall update next time. need to get a break before tomorrow comes.
On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know ... that there is a miracle waiting for you this minute, - please make room for it in your thinking.
God has no need to prove anything to you, so if you don't believe in miracles, you are not likely to receive one. How do you believe in miracles? You believe by keeping your eyes open, - miracles often come in ways unexpected, and might leave unrecognized unless you pay attention.
well well. i think i really need miracles. like now now. and stay with me till i finish everything abt studying.
On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know... ... that when people tell you nice things, stop shrugging them off as if they are nothing.
The sincere compliments you receive are your jewels, - collect them in your heart, - they highlight the beauty of your being and empower you during challenging times. Never say 'oh, it's nothing' or shrug your shoulders when you hear a sincere compliment. Pause, breath it in, and really feel its meaning.
i hope so too. haix. damn sian. study study nothing but study. i hope everything i want will come true.
haix. well. nothing much happen during the holiday. nothing much cause everyday sure need to go back to sch de. sianx. so. nothing much.
well. gtg le. shall update more next time. hopefully. @.@
On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know... ... that how bad things may look right now means nothing, - it's how good they can be with God's help that counts.
In life you can absolutely count on one thing, - everything can turn around in one day, in one minute sometimes. Don't you dare to give up, - you might be a moment away from a windfall.
haix. i am absolutely zonked out. completely exhausted. physically mentally emotionally.
i cant believe it man. JC is fun. and yet at the same time. it is FREAKING tiring man.. OMG..!
well. today is Jia yun's bday our dearest HOME CLOUD..! here are some pics:
our dearest jiayun at her unglam moments.. (:
her blowing her cake and her staple FOOD. roller coaster..!! (:
jia yun with her presents. (: we made it for her man. took pains somemore. hehehe. (:
and Isaiah trying to finish the last piece of the cake.
yum yum. ^.^
finishing the 2nd half of a slice. (tsk tsk. no hygiene)
(:
well. the class without the malays cause they fasting.
On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know... ... that you are not to shut love out of your life by saying it is impossible to find and keep.
The quickest way to find love is to give love. If you want it too badly, you will not find it. The most secure way to keep love is to give it space and care to grow. If you hold it too tightly, you will lose it.
well. seriously. i swear blogger is getting onto my nerves. freaking irritating.
well. i m still coughing miserably. flu like mad. haix. this is the result of not being sick like once in a while la. LOL.
On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know... ... that when you are not self-centered, you are living in falsehood.
Don't confuse these two: self-centered is when you are centered in your being; selfish is when you are centered in your ego. Self-centered is a beautiful word, and the only true way to live. Because when you are not self-centered, you are centered somewhere else, - in things, in other people, in activities. God create you, your self, so you can sing the glory to God with your living. So to be else-centered is to attempt to deny God. Come back to your self.
well. this sounds interesting though. LOL. sounds cool. LOL.
well. this few days have been. SICK. TIRED.
blahx. didnt go for night study for tonight. was... kind of. hmmm. just super extremely TIRED. haywired more like it.
well. shall go and rest soon. so. shall update soon.
right. here are some pics. that i wanna post for some time le. but blogger got some problem. so here are the pics.
vanisha, zhi qi, jiayun, me. (:
practically the whole class except the malays.
geog humanities week PEOPLE. (:
geog humanities week people with MS KOH.
LOL.
so there is it.
LOL.
right.
this is wad i got for today:
On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know...
... that you don't go to find meaning in life, you bring meaning to your life.
Meaning isn't something out there waiting for you to discover. The meaning of your life is what you infuse it with - beauty or ugliness, happiness or sadness. It is totally your choice, and God wants it to be your choice because God gave you free will.
On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know... ... that nothing is exciting if you know what the outcome is going to be.
You keep wanting to know how things will play out, keep asking to see the future. God doesn't give anyone the power to know the future, because life becomes maddeningly boring when you know everything upfront. So, instead of struggling, enjoy the uncertainty - to be alive means to not know.
right. but i rather know wad is going to happen to me. sianx.
