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jessica.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.

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Eighteen (Well not yet).
I am in NP HMS ECH
And I am loving the experience there.
Was formerly from TPJC and PRCS and RSS (by descending order)

Loves:
teddy bears
grow taller
purple
no troubles
more books
LOVE
love my friends
my dearest GODBROs :)

Hope to have:

♥ more smileys
♥ bags
♥ teddys
♥ singing
♥ playing music
♥ renewed life

I think.

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Monday, August 31, 2009 6:43 AM
This is wad i got for today:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know... ... that work begins when you don't like what you are doing.

Little children can do the most amazing things with such joy and fun. You were little once too, and knew how to turn everything into a game. So, turn your work into a game, and you will find joy and satisfaction in it. What are some ways you can start being playful with work?


wahaha.
went back to PRCS
and hang out with mr leung and friends.
miss them lots man.
<3

haha.
well.
teachers' day celebration was a BLAST at TPJC today.
enjoyed it alot.
esp the singlish, modern eng, and the chim-glish.

haha.
well.
gonna study tomorrow.
shall update soon.
(:

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Friday, August 28, 2009 7:45 AM
This is wad i got for today:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know...
... that tonight you can turn your worries to God, and have a good night's sleep.


You've been worrying too much about the future lately. So tonight, go ahead, put your faith in God, and just have a peaceful evening and a restful sleep.


haha.
yea right.
i haven had the chance to have a good night sleep for like ages.
blahx.
sianx.

I.
WANNA.
SLEEP.

haix.
well well.
CL treated me to gummy colas.
THANKS..! :)

haha.
just finish humanities week.
was awesome.
photos will be up next time.
haha.
was really fun.
enjoyed-ed.
:)

tomorrow
i will be off to do my PW.
so..
i need to wake up to call people to wake up to meet together.
wonderful.
haha.
:)

well well.
i gtg le.
shall update next time.
dun miss me.
:)

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Monday, August 24, 2009 8:25 AM
This is wad i got for today:
On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know...
... that doubt is the rust of life.


Doubt holds you landlocked in paralysis unable to move either way. The time you spent doubting is the time you are not alive. So, rid yourself of the doubt, take that step one way or another, your heart knows what is best, but take it right now.


DOUBT DOUBT DOUBT.
RUST RUST RUST.
RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT.
NOT NOT NOT.
LIFE LIFE LIFE.

HAIX.

sianx.
well.
night study.
night study.
night study.

life is boring.
but no one said life wont be boring.
LOL.
something is wrong with me tonight.
but i dun know wad.
LOL.

I have moved on in life.
why haven u?
I love my life now.
and u r still digging in the past?
wad the hell are u playing at?
I have my life now.
and it has nothing got to do with u.
i hope this will be understandable.

你就死了这条心吧
别想挽回他人的心
因为残酷的事实
说明了一切
他并不爱你
别在做你的傻瓜
愚昧
幼稚
可笑也并可耻
的白日梦

够了
事情也都到了一个段落
感情也都结束了

似乎你们俩中间都无法看到任何的爱
你们到底明白什么是爱吗?

我现已拥有自己的生活
不需要你来探听我现在的生活
不需要你来管擦我的一举一动
根本不需

就因为
你这样的一举一动
让我对你
再次
深深地感到
厌倦
反感
恶心

因为
这是我生命中
第一次
见到
最愚蠢
的女人

我希望你
不要
再一次
又一次
的骚扰我

ok.
gtg le.
shall update more next time.
need my sleep.
zzZZzzZZ.
LOL.

dun miss me yea? (:

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Wednesday, August 19, 2009 9:25 AM
this photos are wad i promised to upload.
and.
here are they.
the pri sch gathering photos.
(:






right.
oh.
and this is wad i got for today:
On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know... ... that you've been missing out on delight that God has sent your way.

Think back over the last day, - what could you have taken with delight that you just skipped over?
right..
like wad sort of delight?
o.o
LOL.
ha.
i need my sleep.
i hate humanities week.
it sucks.
just sucks.
LOL.
gtg le.
shall update more next time.
(:


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Tuesday, August 18, 2009 8:13 AM
This is wad i got for today:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know...
... that you've been skipping out on God's most important gift to man - love.


Love is the blood of the soul. God wants all beings to have healthy and strong souls, so God created a simple law to nourish the soul: the more you give love, the more you receive love. Remember all the beings you love - people, animals - that you haven't thought of lately. Do not wait anymore, reconnect with them today and express your love.


it is like meaningful.
M.
E.
A.
N.
I.
N.
G.
F.
U.
L.

haix.
had econs test today.
and chi test today.
was.
blahx.
BLAHX.

haix.
LOVE.
wad the heck is love?
where the heck is love?
how the heck to love?
how the heck to feel loved?
and WHO the heck to love?

LOL.

L.
O.
V.
E.
is the word that hurt the most.
the word that bring fond memories.

it is still the thing to bring smiles
tears
laughter
happiness
to all our faces.

wonderful isnt it?

just something for u guys to think about.
gtg le.
shall update next time.
wish me luck
and send me lots of blessings.
:)

ha.
dun miss me eh.
:)
LOVE YOU GUYS.
<3

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Monday, August 17, 2009 8:11 AM
This is wad i got for today:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know...
... that you are perfect as you are.


God doesn't create faulty life. No. Everything created by God is perfect, and so are you. So stop driving yourself mad with endless ways to improve, and just accept the glory of your being as is.


ha.
i hope so.
as if it will ever be.
emo-ish.
EMO..!

haix.
tomorrow is econs timed assignment.
and chi timed assignment.
SHIT.

haix.
emo.
EMO.
emo.
EMO.

gtg le.
shall update next time.
dun miss me.
:)

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Sunday, August 16, 2009 1:26 AM
This is wad i got today:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know...
... that you've been driving yourself too hard lately.


Sure, there is time to invest yourself fully into work, but there is equally important time for joyful resting. And for you, this time is now. What is the absolutely most wonderful little treat you can give yourself? Do it today.


i hope it is true man.
haiz.
choir is..
难已形容
too stressful i guess.
haiz.
think i..
gonna be.
i dun know how to describe.

stress is piling up.
up up.
into the sky.
i m getting much lesser sleep than ever before.
haix.

thanks CL
for encouraging me.
sweetest kor i have had so far.
:)
we must study together.
study hard.
:)

gtg le.
shall update more later.
:)

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Friday, August 14, 2009 8:10 AM
This is wad i got for today:


On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know...
... that you can't rid the world of sorrow, but you can choose to live in joy.

Sorrow is with us not because we are bad at stopping it, but simply because it's part of being human. What matters is not whether good or bad things happen - both will, but your relationship to them. Just think back over the last 24 hours, - what had you taken hard that you could have taken lightly?


well.
i think this suits more to some ppl.
rather than me.

ha.
well.
blogger is working properly again.
thank god.
ha.

ok.
gtg le.
shall update next time.
may god bless my soul.
:)

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Wednesday, August 12, 2009 8:44 AM
this is wad i got on the 12th August:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know...
... that God loves you.


Yes, God loves you. Very much. Unconditionally. Like a mother loves her child, unconditionally. Even as she slaps her baby's hand to protect from being burnt by a fire, her love infuses her whole being. So with God. God's love for you infuses the whole Universe.


right.
right.
right.

well.
i guess.
nowsaday.
my blog post become more and more random.
ha.
but if u read hard enough.
and know me well enough.
u will know wad am i talking about.

lol.

having really dark circles
under my beautiful eyes.
and the "blackness"
is so
FREAKING
obvious.
maybe cause
i too
"white"

haha.
lol.
lol.

somemore.
i have gotten
"WONDERFUL"
"LOVEABLE"
eye bags of the
UNIVERSE.

ha.
:)

gtg le.
shall update next time.
need to sleep.
:)

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Tuesday, August 11, 2009 9:05 AM
This is for me on the 12th of August:

On this day of your life, Jessica, we believe God wants you to know...
... that you are only as free as you imagine yourself to be.


There is nothing ''out there'' that's holding you down, - you are limiting yourself only with your own imagination. And your greatest limits are not even the ''cannot'' and the ''should not'', but the places where your imagination hasn't yet gone at all. There has never been a better time for you to open your eyes, let the imagination soar and see what more is possible.


HAHA
i had a
GOOOOOOOOD
laugh.

was being sacarstic
till the max.
i doubt i have imagination.
tt sucks.

lol.
one word now is popping in my head.
constantly.
like NOW.
and the prize
WORD
is
none other than
...
...
...
"RUSH"
...
...
...

blergh.
blergh.
am not burping though.
tired till the max.

gtg le
"RUSH"-ing.
NOW.
lol.
shall update next time.
:)

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Monday, August 10, 2009 8:26 AM
This is wad i got on 9th of August:


Jessica got a message that on this day, God wants her to know...
... that every relationship rests on three legs: accepting, supporting and challenging.

That's really it, isn't it? You want your relationships to be grounded on accepting each other as you are. On supporting each other through the inevitable ups and downs. On challenging each other to become more, to grow, to flourish. Which one of these is the more difficult one for you, and how are you going to practice it in the next 24 hours?


This is wad i got on 10th of August:


Jessica got a message that on this day, God wants her to know...
... that you can only give away what you already have inside yourself.

True giving happens when you are overflowing from the inside, and cannot help but share. When there is so much love within you that it has to flow to others or you would burst open. There is no thinking involved, no willpower in such sharing. It just flows out. If you have to force yourself to be kind, to love, to feel compassion, you've missed the first step of filling in your own Self with these emotions.


OH MAN.
SOMEONE PLS AGREE WITH THIS
BEFORE I GO
BONKERS
FOR THINKING TT
THIS IS TELLING
ME
LIES.

lol.

ha.
well.
sianx.
i jus dun get it.
how can someone tell me
that i can cheer them up
without me knowing tt i m cheering them up.
i must be crazy.

like how can i spread cheerfulness and happiness
to someone
with me knowing?
the answer
is.
god knows why.

today in the mrt
going back home
with CL.
saw this cute indian baby boy.
he stare at me.
i stare at him.
i smile.
he smile
with his dimples.
EPIC CUTE-NESS.
ha.

now this make me think.
if really JC is for me.
ha.
nvr mind.
but tt is beside the point.

the point is.
I DUN EVEN KNOW I CAN SPREAD JOY.
WOAH.
IMBA.
DAMN PRO.

try guessing my implication then.

gtg le.
shall update next time.
:)
AS IF.

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Saturday, August 08, 2009 2:10 PM
haha. i m so back. :)
well.
school has been tough.
and.
nothing has been fun.
i mean in sch.

well.
yesterday met back with pri sch friends.
omg.
was so..
haha.
NICE.
GOOD.
and FUN.

it is good meeting up with people.
well.
it certainly brings back sentimental thoughts. :)
haha.
shall post the pics next time.

haha.
promos in 7 weeks i think.
haiz.
sadded.
must chiong le.

ok.
gtg le.
updating next time.

meanwhile,
gonna say this to CL.
cheer up.
study hard.
focus.
and study with me. :)
haha.
love u cause r the bestest kor. :)
*together with yi xuan*

ok.
going..
going.
gone.
*poof*
:)

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