well.. back back.. now is like 12:32 am.. so.. morning..
well.. tried on the choir gown today.. was.. i dun know..
all i know is tt we look like a bunch of greenies.. and the gown is like kind of like.. snow white except it is green outside and yellow inside.. so.. i dun know wad to say..
lol.. haiz.. right.. so.. life hasnt been great to me recently..
all i do is just get pissed and tired.. then snap at people.. give people the attitude face.. then ended crying like mad..
well.. tuesday was the day.. it was just after project work period.. then the rubber band in me broke..
really couldnt stand it.. so.. after consulting Mr Low.. then my group went to cafe..
then i couldnt stand it.. i sat at a table crying.. then called chen xing.. then cried even more..
then i started wailing.. screaming.. banging my fist on the table.. plus it was raining tt time.. so.. CHAOs..
then.. so sorry to reuben.. tricia ann.. syaheerah.. moses.. my dearest VANISHA.. jia yun.. and tracy formaking me angry then i smiled.. :]
lol.. haiz.. but i feel lonely.. like i dun feel as though i belong there..
those people are nice.. friendly.. but.. i just cant put down my mask.. i just cant..
lol.. enough of all my crap.. lol.. yeah..
so i think tt is tt.. gtg le.. shall update next time.. :]
alright.. so i m back.. well.. had some exchange choir thingy with.. PRCS.. PJC.. kranji sec..
well.. so kind of ok.. tpjc is improving.. lol..
before i blog my own life.. i have got something to say to someone whom i dun wish to name.. i dun wish to name at all..
so.. here it goes;
i saw a particular blog entry of someone..
well.. all i could say to tt person is tt.. stop grieving over the someone.. because the person just doesnt care about u anymore.. i hope u could understand it..
no point crying over a person who has never loved u.. a person who has nvr loved the way u loved the person.. i just feel tt u r a very self-centered person..
tt person tt u loved doesnt even love u.. why do u have to give urself the illusion tt the person actually loved u back? i dun think u r just innocent as said by other people.. i think u really suck as a human..
well.. enough about tt pathetic someone.. well.. i jus wanna thank ms fernandez ( dun sure about tt spelling) well.. i will listen to ur advice and find back my inner drive.. for wadever i do in life..
well.. finally.. for once.. i manage to fully complete the homework.. for the weekend i mean..
haiz.. well.. gtg soon.. need to catch on my beauty sleep.. :]
got this from an e-mail from one of my dearest friend..
here it goes:
Most beautiful rainbow.
* As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.
*You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time.
*You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.
*You'll fight with your best friend.
*You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.
*You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love.
*So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
*Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.
