alright..
so i m finally free..
to blog properly..

well..
sort of sick today..
but i didnt like go see a doctor..

and i realise..
for the first week of school after the march holidays..
it actually felt like one term is over..
like time goes..

"ZOOOM"

well..
dun ask me why..
i dun even remember wad the teacher teach le..
haiz..

well..
project work is a horror..
i spent like six hours of time doing up the bloody PI..
and yet..
i have to sort of REDO it..

haiz..
tomorrow have freaking cca..
which makes my day even more worse..
i feel so disgusted..

haiz..
four days of cca in a row..
i feel stressed..

why cant MOE have some destressing kits..
for ALL students in SINGAPORE?

for once..
i realise that my eyes are puffy..
but not because i cried..
is cause i got massive eye bags..

EYE BAGS..

argh..
disgusting crap..
:[

haiz..
gtg rush my work le..
shall update next time..

oh..
and another thing..
i m going to europe..

i m going to europe..

yeah..
^.^
haha..
get jealous man..
:]

alright..
shall update next time..
:]

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argh..
i m back..
but..
damn busy..

haiz..
PW is killing me..
gonna DIE..
blahz..

plus today is just monday..
the start of the week..
argh..
:/

gtg le..
need my sleep..
i dun wanna be a zombie..
haiz..
i just hope..

may the force be with me..

coz i m so going to die..
:/

shall update more next time..
sorry..
:]

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lol..
well..
i m sort of back from the holidays..
nothing much has actually changed..

life is going to get even more busy now..
going to have many many test for this whole week..
blahz..
:/

lol..
during the holidays i have been spending my time to like go choir..
and HW..
HOMEWORK..
argh..
the evil word..

lol..
anyway..
choir is sort of crazy..
4 days ago..
which is a friday..
tpjc choir went to VJC for some SYF prelims..

the whole thing was kind of..
i dun know..
ms ong scolded us..
so..
BAD..
BAD..
:[

lol..
so from now on..
have to work doubly hard..
blahz..
:/

lol..
then went back home with zq on fri..
coz so happen tt he is at VJC..
haha..

then yesterday..
which is a sunday..
went to study with zq the whole day..
dun know how to describe..
was..
:]
haha..

lol..
so now back in sch..
nothing much has happen for the first day..
with the exception that i m going to fail my..
CHINA STUDIES IN CHINESE profile test..
totally wrote crap in it..
so..
blahz..
:/

well..
life has been horrible to me as well..
been too emo to blog also..
well..
only yi xuan knows why..
hrmph..
:/

haiz..
ok..
gtg le..
got econs profile test tomorrow..
dun wanna flunk the test..
:@

gtg le..
shall update next time..
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well..
had choir today again..
super bad day for me..

had flu like bad..
my nose just cant stop flowing water out..
( eww.. )
lol..
then keep sneezing..

well..
had a workshop at..
Raffles Music College..
was kind of ok until SAMIA loses her wallet..
coz she left her wallet on the bus..

so..
lol..
anyway..
after the thingy..
went to tampines interchange with ying ying and chen xing..
was kind of..
stupid..

lol..
but nevertheless..
both of them were good companies..
at least i m not tt bored..
:]

then went for tuition..
was sneezing badly until i seriously thought tt my nose is going to drop off..
then teacher go laugh at me..
so bad..
:@

lol..
gtg sleep soon..
coz drowsy now..
blur blur..
plus tomorrow got cca again..

yes..
AGAIN..
:/
ARGH.

lol..
gtg le..
shall update next time..
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alright..
so..
i m back..

well..
today went back to school..
for a supposedly "small group" sectional..
and guess how small is the group..
including me..
there is only two..

tt is like super pathetic..
:@
muahaha..

well..
tomorrow got cca again..
so..
gtg soon..

one last thing..
or rather one last thoguht of mine..

在生命的软弱与无助时，
我们到底有否想过
生命会变得更好吗？

还是，
我们依旧认为生命会继续那样
那样的堕落..
那样的憔悴..

well..
dun ask me why i blog about tt..
just some random thoughts of mine..

gtg le..
shall update next time..
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well..
i m like back from all sorts of funny things..
well..
sort of emo today..

maybe coz holiday started..
dun ask me why also..
suepr lost..

but found some nice things on deviant art..
nice nice..
well..
take a look then..



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haiz..
holiday has officially started..
so..
blahz..



well..
lots of homework to rush..
rush rush like mad..



well..
nothing much happen today..
just sch and choir..


oh..
and yi chao is leaving tpjc..
so gonna miss the fun and all from him..
haha..
one comical guy..



well..
i miss all my guy friends..
ppl like zhen qiang..
yi xuan..
blahz..
getting sentimental..
miss them lotz..

haiz..
but i cant do much..
so sianz..

tomorrow still got cca..
feel like not going..
still deciding..
but..
who cares..?



lol..
i want my freedom..
i want it badly..
haiz..

gte le..
and my mum's condition has stabled..
so..
god bless..

shall update next time..
when i m not as sleepy as now..
really lack of sleep..
:[

syonara..
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these photos was taken during the college run road..
enjoy..
:]



me.. me.. :]



me.. me.. again.. :]



me at the tampines library in the children department.. :]




haha.. hands forming stars.. :]



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so i m back..
sorry for not updating..
was damn frustrated..

Well..
my mum is going to go for operation soon..
damn worried..

these few days..
i have been pondering..
wad is a true friend?
wad exactly is friendship?

i think no one has got an definite answer for it..
but..
all i can say now is tt i lost all hopes..

it seems like i gave enough of all this while..
in friendship..
i put in lots of love..
i treasure all of my friends..
but..
do they do the same for me when i do tt for them?

i m sick n tired of all these..
when we quarrel,
there is always a misconnection somewhere..
when i gave a second chance..
a third chance..
a fourth chance..
have u ever thought of why i would do tt?
Cause my friends means alot to me...

enough of ranting from me..
nothing much happen..
jus super busy..

so gtg soon..
will update next time..
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HAPPY..
HAPPY..
HAPPY..
BIRTHDAY to YI XUAN..

haha..
may u grow up maturely..
dun super childish..
and happy 17th birthday..

haha..
i just finish choir camp today..
was overall..
interesting..
definitely much better than PRCS choir camp..
haha..

fri after lesson..
we went for practices..
then..
played games in our groups..
and my group is..
FLINTSTONES..

haha..
was laughing till i got sore throat..
haha..
then chat with yi xuan on the phone till 12 plus..
then wish him happy happy birthday..
^.^
may u grow older and wiser..

haha..
then today started out with pe..
blahz..
then played lame games..
then had practices until i fell asleep while singing..
so unconscious..

then had..
AMAZING RACE..
was ok..
haha..
will update with pics when i get them..
:]

haha..
now got to rush for hw..
got so many deadlines till i wanna die..
blahz..
:[

gtg le..
if not i really become panda..
shall update next time.

but..
before i go..
gonna wish my super duper dearest kor..
super happy birthday and ..
continue to be happy..
cheerful..
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back..
so..
dead..

profiling test is coming up..
and..
STRESS..
plus..
STRESS tt is coming from my own mum..

ARGH..
going crazy..
was in a super bad mood these days..
but definitely not PMS..
blahz..

super duper sorry to YI XUAN..
sorry..
sorry..
and a thousand sorry..
:@
haiz..
next time meet then i treat u to something ok..
super duper sorry..

this few days..
is damn tiring..
damn frustrating..
damn angry..
haiz..
super sianz..

so..
gtg le..
shall update next time..
have to rush my work..
:@

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well..
just now was doing my chinese compo..
it is like 500 words..
so..
write lots of crap i think..
blahz..

well..
the topic was 那次，我哭了..
well..
here is my own little about this topic..

那次，我哭了..
为什么会哭呢？
泪水..
失望..
爱情..
友情..
绝望..

这些都能够让你流下泪..
但是，到底是为了什么缘故？
对于每个人，我们的理由都很有可能不一样..
但是我们都会落下泪水..
那是一定的..
永不改变的事实..

但是， 落下眼泪..
并不代表你是个懦夫..
那只代表你还是个人类..
只有人，才会有知觉..

我一直活在..
昏乱..
挣扎..
迷途..
当中..

不知如何我能够知道..
我的生命会如何..
怎样过我的下半辈子..

well..
dun ask why did i write tt..
but..
i guess it is how i feel about thngs in life..

i really dun know..
super confused..
keep thinking about stuffs..
but dun know if...

nvr mind..
haiz..
tomorrow still got school..
so..

gtg le..
shall update next time..
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