well..
back back..
now is like 12:32 am..
so..
morning..

well..
tried on the choir gown today..
was..
i dun know..

all i know is tt we look like a bunch of greenies..
and the gown is like kind of like..
snow white except it is green outside and yellow inside..
so..
i dun know wad to say..

lol..
haiz..
right..
so..
life hasnt been great to me recently..

all i do is just get pissed and tired..
then snap at people..
give people the attitude face..
then ended crying like mad..

well..
tuesday was the day..
it was just after project work period..
then the rubber band in me broke..

really couldnt stand it..
so..
after consulting Mr Low..
then my group went to cafe..

then i couldnt stand it..
i sat at a table crying..
then called chen xing..
then cried even more..

then i started wailing..
screaming..
banging my fist on the table..
plus it was raining tt time..
so..
CHAOs..

then..
so sorry to reuben..
tricia ann..
syaheerah..
moses..
my dearest VANISHA..
jia yun..
and tracy formaking me angry then i smiled.. :]

lol..
haiz..
but i feel lonely..
like i dun feel as though i belong there..

those people are nice..
friendly..
but..
i just cant put down my mask..
i just cant..

lol..
enough of all my crap..
lol..
yeah..

so i think tt is tt..
gtg le..
shall update next time..
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